will I make a good mother?

there have been many thoughts of me being a mother material. but some people, especially my friends that are now I rarely get to meet will never agree to this. well, from what they knew, I was childish myself, a crazy one perhaps. I mean, crazy in good ways. so, believing that I am a mother material in their own perspectives, would be impossible.

yes, I do agree that I used to get along with everyone because of my friendliness and craziness, but that was then. the recent tragedies happened, making me conscious and matured. I can't live the world of teenagers forever. somehow I should stand up and fight for myself. gosh, I got carried away! LOL

so yea, my fond to children has increased recently. and kids, to my surprise, like me for just at one glance. it's like, kids are attracted to me. I don't know why! even Amal once used to say,"napa semua kanak-kanak sukakan si Teh?". it keeps me wondering too.

but I have to tell this, I don't know how did I get to be a loving type, really, I don't know. maybe it's because of the environment that I've been living in for almost a year for now. MTSSR teaches me the true meaning of life. I have been facing alot these days, I always take it as a lesson for myself eventhough it is not regarding with me. packed with this, I learn to love as well, but never did I thought the outcome will change me to a loving person.

so people, is it a sign for me, that I will make a good mother?

am I weird, or just unique?

I just need some confirmation, am I weird or just unique? I really need readers' comments as well as suggestion on improving my defection(it is to me!)...

here are some of my weirdness or uniqueness:

• for malay female(mostly, 97% from my own observation), when wearing skirt of a set of 'baju kurung', it will be wore with its crease(kipas) on the right, but I always wear my skirt with the crease on the left.


• I wear my wristwatches on my right hand.


• I don't eat noodle, just certain.


• I am one that favour black, red and white colours but having most of rainbow-ish stuffs.


• tip-toeing when climbing the stairs.


• every people that I know who are right-handed, when they are holding babies, they use their left arms. however, vice versa for me. I hold babies with my right arms and I am right-handed!


• when I carry things, I carry them with my left hand, emphasizing that I am a right-handed!


• when working on an experiment or a workshop practice, it is instructed that to work in a correct position, according to which we are comfortable with. if you are a right-handed, you work most with your right hands, so stand on the left side of the workstation to make clear aspects of working. but not me, I am a right-handed who works most with my left hand!!! how could that be?

I am telling you, I am not normal. and people like me can be found out there but must be very rare.. so, what am I? weird, or just unique?