there have been many thoughts of me being a mother material. but some people, especially my friends that are now I rarely get to meet will never agree to this. well, from what they knew, I was childish myself, a crazy one perhaps. I mean, crazy in good ways. so, believing that I am a mother material in their own perspectives, would be impossible.
yes, I do agree that I used to get along with everyone because of my friendliness and craziness, but that was then. the recent tragedies happened, making me conscious and matured. I can't live the world of teenagers forever. somehow I should stand up and fight for myself. gosh, I got carried away! LOL
so yea, my fond to children has increased recently. and kids, to my surprise, like me for just at one glance. it's like, kids are attracted to me. I don't know why! even Amal once used to say,"napa semua kanak-kanak sukakan si Teh?". it keeps me wondering too.
but I have to tell this, I don't know how did I get to be a loving type, really, I don't know. maybe it's because of the environment that I've been living in for almost a year for now. MTSSR teaches me the true meaning of life. I have been facing alot these days, I always take it as a lesson for myself eventhough it is not regarding with me. packed with this, I learn to love as well, but never did I thought the outcome will change me to a loving person.
so people, is it a sign for me, that I will make a good mother?
yes, I do agree that I used to get along with everyone because of my friendliness and craziness, but that was then. the recent tragedies happened, making me conscious and matured. I can't live the world of teenagers forever. somehow I should stand up and fight for myself. gosh, I got carried away! LOL
so yea, my fond to children has increased recently. and kids, to my surprise, like me for just at one glance. it's like, kids are attracted to me. I don't know why! even Amal once used to say,"napa semua kanak-kanak sukakan si Teh?". it keeps me wondering too.
but I have to tell this, I don't know how did I get to be a loving type, really, I don't know. maybe it's because of the environment that I've been living in for almost a year for now. MTSSR teaches me the true meaning of life. I have been facing alot these days, I always take it as a lesson for myself eventhough it is not regarding with me. packed with this, I learn to love as well, but never did I thought the outcome will change me to a loving person.
so people, is it a sign for me, that I will make a good mother?
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