no one wants to age, nobody wants to grow old.. so do I, I think.. I know I'm still 20, but yea, it's like, I just live the life of teenager and now I have already become an adult..
having to hold responsibility in this kind of age makes me feel old. it's the combination of holding responsibility and turning 20 that makes me feel old. at least when I was 19, I could still refer myself as a kid or a teenager. I'm still new here, I haven't got to adapt this kind of environment that is bundled up and being pushed to me at once. I can say I'm struggle to fit in. used to having an easy life, what more can I say to further explain this?
hearing the TEEN in 'nineteen' made me once felt young eventhough that's the last teen that I would ever be. I didn't cherish my teenage so well before, it's not that I didn't appreciate it, it's just that I didn't get to. but I'm thankful to Allah that I wasn't a spoilt teenager back then.
having to hold responsibility in this kind of age makes me feel old. it's the combination of holding responsibility and turning 20 that makes me feel old. at least when I was 19, I could still refer myself as a kid or a teenager. I'm still new here, I haven't got to adapt this kind of environment that is bundled up and being pushed to me at once. I can say I'm struggle to fit in. used to having an easy life, what more can I say to further explain this?
hearing the TEEN in 'nineteen' made me once felt young eventhough that's the last teen that I would ever be. I didn't cherish my teenage so well before, it's not that I didn't appreciate it, it's just that I didn't get to. but I'm thankful to Allah that I wasn't a spoilt teenager back then.
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