okay, let us pick up what has been left out..
my second childhood love was Bahar.. he got transferred to our school during the beginning of the year 2000. I was in primary 5 during the morning session and was in primary 3 during the afternoon session which is the religious lessons.
at first I didn't give him a damn, never had I thought to replace Wafi in my child mind at that time. I only heard this Bahar thing all around me but never got to know who the heck he was. this Bahar was kind of popular, I wondered who he was that made people go crazy about him. it was told to me that he is a brother of my neighbour Mu'iz, but I always knew is that, Mu'iz's brother is a grown-up, an adult, it is very impossible to have Mu'iz's brother to still schooling! and I asked my friend, who happened to admire him, if really his name was Bahar, because from what I know is that Mu'iz's brother's name is Nas, not Bahar! she responsed that his name was Bahar and not Nas, so I beared with it.
I tried to forget everything about this Bahar, but my curiousity burnt and prickled so badly that I needed to know who was this Bahar person, so I peeped through the window to see if there were going to happen that this Bahar showed up, but my work was useless.
on the next day when I came to school in the afternoon, I walked in the pathway procrastinately as it was still early to show up in class. as I walked through the pathway, I saw my friends were hanging around at the end of the pathway, but this one guy with them, I had never seen him before. I got my eyes on him and he got mine too. I fell in love at the first sight for him. I asked one of my friend in that group, and she said, that was him, Bahar.
when I went back home after school, I peeped again to the next door, there he was, just got home from school and got out from the car. funny that I never noticed him throughout these years I have been neighbour to him, how could I had missed him out before?
many stories been revealed about him being a brother to Mu'iz. some people told me that he was a step brother to Mu'iz, while others told me that they were only cousins. what ever it was, I didn't care anymore, my wonder had been answered of him being related to Mu'iz.
fortunately for me, my love got responded by him. he liked me too. he fell for me right on the spot of our first meet, he too, fell in love at first sight like I did, I think. what ever it is, right after the incident that we got to meet each other, we flirted almost everyday through the windows that faced to his house.
I felt a little bit guilty for Wafi because I was afraid that he would think that I still had feelings for him, but when I heard that he already coupled with somebody else which was my bestfriend, so I concentrated on Bahar. I didn't get bothered by my own bestfriend, I was just a kid. for me, if she wanted Wafi, go ahead, but we were going to be still friends.
I don't know whether I ever been in a relationship with Bahar, I mean, we only flirted each other through the windows but never got to talk to each other. there were messengers for us to communicate through, but to hear each other's voices, never happened.
after a few weeks, my cousin Eqqy secretly commanded her brother, Eqarl, to send a letter to Bahar which I happened to accidentally knew about this. that letter was from the same bestfriend that took Wafi to be hers. ergh, what the hell? fighting over for some guy! so I just losing myself to this game. and to inform you all, I am still friends with her, my bestfriend, DD. =D
my third love story will be foretold on the next meet~ adios!
my second childhood love was Bahar.. he got transferred to our school during the beginning of the year 2000. I was in primary 5 during the morning session and was in primary 3 during the afternoon session which is the religious lessons.
at first I didn't give him a damn, never had I thought to replace Wafi in my child mind at that time. I only heard this Bahar thing all around me but never got to know who the heck he was. this Bahar was kind of popular, I wondered who he was that made people go crazy about him. it was told to me that he is a brother of my neighbour Mu'iz, but I always knew is that, Mu'iz's brother is a grown-up, an adult, it is very impossible to have Mu'iz's brother to still schooling! and I asked my friend, who happened to admire him, if really his name was Bahar, because from what I know is that Mu'iz's brother's name is Nas, not Bahar! she responsed that his name was Bahar and not Nas, so I beared with it.
I tried to forget everything about this Bahar, but my curiousity burnt and prickled so badly that I needed to know who was this Bahar person, so I peeped through the window to see if there were going to happen that this Bahar showed up, but my work was useless.
on the next day when I came to school in the afternoon, I walked in the pathway procrastinately as it was still early to show up in class. as I walked through the pathway, I saw my friends were hanging around at the end of the pathway, but this one guy with them, I had never seen him before. I got my eyes on him and he got mine too. I fell in love at the first sight for him. I asked one of my friend in that group, and she said, that was him, Bahar.
when I went back home after school, I peeped again to the next door, there he was, just got home from school and got out from the car. funny that I never noticed him throughout these years I have been neighbour to him, how could I had missed him out before?
many stories been revealed about him being a brother to Mu'iz. some people told me that he was a step brother to Mu'iz, while others told me that they were only cousins. what ever it was, I didn't care anymore, my wonder had been answered of him being related to Mu'iz.
fortunately for me, my love got responded by him. he liked me too. he fell for me right on the spot of our first meet, he too, fell in love at first sight like I did, I think. what ever it is, right after the incident that we got to meet each other, we flirted almost everyday through the windows that faced to his house.
I felt a little bit guilty for Wafi because I was afraid that he would think that I still had feelings for him, but when I heard that he already coupled with somebody else which was my bestfriend, so I concentrated on Bahar. I didn't get bothered by my own bestfriend, I was just a kid. for me, if she wanted Wafi, go ahead, but we were going to be still friends.
I don't know whether I ever been in a relationship with Bahar, I mean, we only flirted each other through the windows but never got to talk to each other. there were messengers for us to communicate through, but to hear each other's voices, never happened.
after a few weeks, my cousin Eqqy secretly commanded her brother, Eqarl, to send a letter to Bahar which I happened to accidentally knew about this. that letter was from the same bestfriend that took Wafi to be hers. ergh, what the hell? fighting over for some guy! so I just losing myself to this game. and to inform you all, I am still friends with her, my bestfriend, DD. =D
my third love story will be foretold on the next meet~ adios!
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